2 – Being Gay In The Port.

One of my earlier posts. It is definitely one part of the reason starting the Crammed Mind Non Profit charity organisation for youth dealing with Identity Crisis.

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I have to remind people, that things may not make sense, again imagine what’s in my head. Don’t be afraid to ask questions if needing clarification….. Also feel free to leave comments.

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20 – One Thing After Another

They always say everything comes in threes. There seems to be a truth to that in many ways. No matter how hard you feel you’re trying to live a ‘normal’ life, something is always there to tell you otherwise. 

19 – The Moment I Found Out Mr M’s First Secret.

When we are in any relationship whether it be love or friendship. We all feel we can trust the people that have let us in to their life. When you have done nothing but being honest with that person, it hurts a lot more to find out they were hiding a secret. You feel foolish and confused. However it would be safe to say that, first offence is usually forgiven. In my case it is never forgotten.

18 – Hoping This Move Was The Right Move.

I feel its fair to say that since resigning from my job at Hungry Jacks, I had been some kind of gypsy. All while I never realised how dependant I had been my whole life. Dependent on people and most of all weed and alcohol. It is still not until many years later I woke up and start becoming more so independent. If you have been reading my personal story starting from 1 – All Over The Place, you would know how much I wanted to be in Adelaide. I felt that I was home and ready to start the next chapter……

3 – Who Are You Meant To Trust.

I have not posted anything new in quite sometime. This is simply due to life. There is a new post scheduled for 7 hours from now. I thought I would share an older post for anyone who would like some refreshing or for anyone new that has stumbled across this. Keep in mind this is the 3rd part of my personal Story. It is recommended that you start from the first. 1 – All Over The Place. Thank you all for being patient.

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Stay strong and find yourselves. In the end it is only you that can change the situation you are in with great determination and understandings. You are all worth something to someone even if it is only one other or even just yourself.

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15 – New People, Places and Experiences

Leaving a town that had only some good memories is not hard. The unknowing of what it will be like, or if you you will finally make it away somewhere else is daunting but at the same time exciting. New people, new experiences, and only a little guilt for leaving behind the ones that you love.

1 – ALL OVER THE PLACE….

This was my first blog. The first part of my real life story. I feel like I need to share it again, especially for the new readers that may have missed it from the start.

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It’s hard to know where to start, so I’m going to try and just go with the flow. If it does not make sense to you, just imagine what’s in my head. Through out my real life story, I protect some of the people I will write about. I will change certain people’s names. Hoping that through this whole blog, you will get inspired to tell your own story.

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14 – Love, Loss, Guilt pt3. Dark Matter

When people come to you for advise, you do your best. We tend to always advise what would be best if it was us in that situation, without really thinking about their own situation. It’s ok to have an opinion especially when been asked for it. Some people dismiss what you say. However, we need to keep in mind that sometimes these opinions are heard and then acted on. Then it happens; BANG! You suddenly find out it may not have been the best advise you gave.

13 – Love, Loss, Guilt. pt 2 Triangle

When you tell people your ok with something and just go with the flow, even though you know it doesn’t feel right and you don’t have the balls or the heart to do anything otherwise. As soon as you allow people to think your ok with things, those people have the total right to not even think twice. If you choose to act ok with things and go with the flow, then the shitty feelings you have is nobodies fault but your own.

11 – The Vertical Wavy Ocean

Remember the dream you had about rainbows in the sky while flying through them? All through this dream you feel happier than you have ever felt in your life. You could see for miles, and even though that dream felt like it was forever in was only 5 minutes. Well picture that, however with me it wasn’t a dream..

10 – In The Heat Of The Cubicle

Ever had a time when everything was going so well, everyone is happy and plans were thought to be going along quite nicely? Then all of a sudden BAM, everything becomes red with fury and hatred that you’re not sure what you are going to do or even meant to do? The only result is to cover it more by self-medicating, but with more than you have already been using.